Also a full day with nearly no vicodin... nearly no sanity... nearly no sugar... gah. The list goes on and on. I'm not at work. I didn't work today. I would feel guilty, except it felt SO good not to be there... relieved.

I think I would have screamed on the phones.

I talked to kitten briefly... we didn't say much. I wish I could be there for him. I feel like I'm failing him, still... I didn't write to him today. I should have. I should have.

I think I'm going to go to bed now... no, wait. I am going out to cash my paycheck. Fast food binge, anyone? Chocolate and mexi-nuggets.... mmm. I'm almost tempted to get stoned... but I've sworn off the stuff. I am trying to sober up.

Do they have a Vicodin Anonamous?