She Wears Her Hair... (don't ask)
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Things to do:

Get something for pain. Anything. Desperation is now kicking in. Much OW.

Reschedule appointments - call OHP offices to find out when I can safely schedule things for.

Write up explanation of WHY I've chosen certain names.

Write emails... I've been fighting with another.com for days now. It seems to have deleted ALL of my saved emails, ALL of my saved addresses, ALL of my saved files, everything. The whole kaboodle. It's been gone for several days but I keep hoping they'll find out what went wrong and fix it. If it turns out someone logged into my account and deleted shit... I'm gonna KILL them if I find them. I'm getting pissed.

Find out what time Spike-boy is arriving, if he's arriving, and whether he will need a ride, and if Grr is coming with him, and what all is going on.

Play dungeonkeeper - I'm gonna install it on the computer downstairs, it's got room for it now.

Try not to throw up, pass out, scream in agony, cry, get depressed, or do anything stupid.

Err... yeah.

So my to-do list isn't quite what it normally is. Hey. At least I'm feeling cheerful at the moment.

And dammit, I miss my boys... Kadin... *sighs softly* ...I haven't had much time to talk to ANYONE lately, I have felt too horrible to even stand sitting or standing up by the phone. I really need to spend some time re-training the boy. I've been slacking off and that's NOT good.

*sudden smile*

Although if you've read his weblog - NOT his diaryland journal, his weblog - you'll see that he's somehow managing to be pleasing, even with so little contact.

Amazing boy.

Amazing BOYS.

Caleb... Kadin... Arrasto...

...and there are others that I keep wanting to add to that list. Others that I keep just missing online... or that I can't quite claim... or that I no longer talk with but miss... I found - finally - the stack of letters I had started writing at one point. Never mailed 'em. But they are sitting in my room, along with some pressed rose petals and a printout of one of my pictures, it's the one where the base image is of a half-completed tower...

...yeah.

It's amazing how much you can miss things... and people... some days.

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