I'm now out of vicodin and won't have more until late tomorrow... oh, joy.

I got to talk to Kadin - he called, and it was good, mostly because I had just taken the last vicodin. ^8^

Daris, if you honestly think anyone can replace you, then you really HAVE lost your grasp of reality. Lost in general... that's possible. I know I've in some ways cut myself off from you. I hope you realize that most of those ways, I've cut off everyone else too. You're not alone in it. I'm being purposely antisocial 90% of the time, and the other 10% I'm drugged.

I wish you could talk to Arrasto. I wish you knew him. I wish he knew you. It would help, I think.

Ehh... tired Jax. Hungry Jax. Jax in pain.

I'm gonna go lie down for a while, I guess.