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I take it back. I am screaming. Quiet, quiet, hold it in, not a word not a breath not a sound past my lipsnot yet not yet pounding there is music beat pulse cresting drumming driving inward anger so much anger so much heat so much too much now now finally now now that I can type screen lit hands moving speed swift rush now there is a nothing that swallows me up breath and sound teeth and nails every inch disappearing into this hollow empty nothing no one who reads this will connect there is no pattern not even the underlying heartbeat music tries to form even music even song even that essential part of me fading fast so fast breathless soundless blinding now i can't stop screaming
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