Random griping and confusion...
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Vanilla?
ME?
...well, yes, somewhat. I've been... quiet, lately. IRL, anyway, I've been calm. The last few months, with the exception of kadin's whirlwind visit, have been very, even unusually, vanilla. I don't entirely know why and I don't think I like it.
Problem is that what few non-vanilla urges I've had lately, what fantasies have touched my mind, have been either things I can't or won't admit to, impractical if not impossible things, or in general unhealthy things. Nothing safe, nothing sane, sure as hell nothing consensual. *sighs* I want my fix, dammit!
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