On the bright side, I updated the List and so I feel all proud of myself now. Added the second Alex, updated a couple others... I feel productive.

Yes, I'm well aware of just how Sad And Pathetic that is. I just haven't had enough sleep to care. Yeah, I'm in full hibernation mode again/still, trying desperately to scrape together enough sleep to make life worth experiencing.

Doesn't help that I keep staying odd hours to talk to Nick, or Daris, or Dai... doesn't help that I toss and turn and have odd dreams.

I'm looking forward to... hm. What was the date? I should go check. There's a day when BF is going to see about 'fixing' some of that...

...feh. ICQ is being evil, and so I will look it up later and put it on my calender then.

Odd.

Today's plans include Furc (of course), a bit of email-checking in hopes that there will be amusing stuff, hopefully a bit of email-writing too, although my fingers are being nearly as evil as ICQ so I'm not betting on it yet - just writing this up is making my hands ache. Whee.

Teryaki, if I can get it. That is VERY high on the list. Also errand-running and bill-paying and perhaps doing hospital stuff.

What else? I need to work on a dream or two, and of course on graphics... there's two new diaries I've been asked to do, one person's second diary, and I am still fighting over graphics for the web page, which are NOT cooperating. It doesn't help that the computer managed to crash on me after the last round of reworking and I lost an entire buttonset.

Eh... excuses. I'll get it done. I generally do.

And now, now the tired Jax is going to crawl back into bed for another 45 minutes or so and pretend that she doesn't have to get up.

It really shouldn't make me as happy as it does... just referring to something Nreshan mentioned not all that long ago. He knows what I'm talking about. The rest of you can go hang. It REALLY shouldn't make me as happy as it does.

Perhaps I'm just easily amused... or perhaps I am as jealous of Sarah as I think I am. Which is confusing.

*shrugs*

Confused... must sleep... sleep good... *poof*