Dope Me Up And Let Me Ride
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I really have no reason to be insanely depressed.

None at all.

Other than these: My chest and stomach hurt intensely and I can't figure out why... I've seen neither hide nor hair of Dai today, despite his promise to be online for most of the day, and I'm suspecting that perhaps his acceptance of my gender might be a bit more tenuous than he'd admitted... I've a migrane, just came on about a minute ago... I'm hungry, and tired, and although I got several hours of good sleep I still feel drained... I'm missing Kadin, worried about him quite a bit... I'm going to have to deal with people, if not today then soon, because I need to get my blood drawn, get back on OHP, and get back to work on graphics... I'm incredibly horney but not the pleasant, slow arousal that I can satisfy with simple sex, oh no, this is the awkward, painful, almost desperate urge that leaves me craving things that I KNOW I'll regret the next day... I'm stressing about things such as what Dai will decide when he finds out that I am attached... and still interested... I'm being irritated at MSN, which keeps crashing on me... I'm being more irritated at ICQ, which is refusing to send my posts... I'm frustrated, sexually and mentally... I feel like I want to pace.

Gah.

Drugs... this is why I use drugs.

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