Irrational Fears And Our Hero
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On the subject of irrational fears......and no, I don't know how we GOT on this subject... ...but we are here now and we shall make the best of it, neh? Irrational fear that I am dealing with right now: The fear that somehow I will say something that makes me sound either obscene, insane, or stalker-type-person. This is NOT a rational fear since it's pretty obvious that I AM obscene and am usually proud of it... ditto insane... and I am too lazy to stalk anyone if it involves me leaving my computer or anything similar. But... yeah. I am talking to someone I KNOW is involved in the 'BDSM lifestyle' *makes a face* and who I know will not think any less of me if I make strange jokes involving rope or orgasms. I am talking to someone who is in ANOTHER COUNTRY for gods' sake, who knows damn well I will not be an insane crazy chick living down the street. And yet I have this horrible fear that I'll come off like one, somehow, no matter what I do. It's really ridiculous. *sigh*
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