Fucking nightmares.

Supposed to watch Emmy today. Gonna ask if ~anyone~ would be willing to do it in my place. I'm tired. Not gonna take good care of her, know it, don't want to end up ignoring the kid and letting her get hurt.

Two hours.

I hate those dreams. Want 'em to stop. Want to NOT wake up every 10-15 minutes for hour after hour.

Don't know how to turn 'em off.

Need more sleep.

Please.

Somehow.

Head hurts.