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Previous - this entry written on June 04, 2003 at 6:14 am - Next I was up at f'ing 9:00 in the morning. It's now 6-ish in the NEXT morning and have I slept? Fuck no. I've been trying desperately to get my throat to relax and stop feeling like I've been gargling razor blades with a noose around it so that MAYBE I could get some sleep. I've drunk hot tea with honey, taken medication, gargled salt water... I've used chloraseptic spray, tried a shot of tequila, nibbled chocolate, ate straight honey, drunk plain warm water... I really don't know what the hell else I can do and dammit, I WANT SOME SLEEP. I was actually sleepy, in enough pain but also exhausted enough to sleep, around 11:00 pm. I'm not going to go into why I didn't go the hell to bed other than to say that the bed was occupied by two people who weren't me and by the time they'd moved the fuck out of the way and I might have had a chance to rest I was in enough agony from sitting up and trying to take my anti-seizure medication and trying not to scream at everyone in the room until they left that I couldn't drift off when I finally got to curl up. Yes, I'm finally starting to get annoyed. I would like a couple days where the room is occupied ONLY by those people who are paying rent to use this room in particular on a regular basis (read: Ryan and I) and NOT anyone else, after oh, say, 5:00 pm or so. I can't find my damned cough drops, I get outright angry at the thought of anyone here except Ryan or Grr even walking through the f'ing door, each swallow is a new burst of pure, simple agony... oh, and guess what? It looks like I've got a mild-ish allergy to ibprofin. Shoot me now, please. Or at the very least, find me some sleeping pills that WORK. A handful of valium would be exceptionally useful right about now. As it is, I'll be taking another round of alieve, excedrin, antihistamines, and one more vicoprofin since it's all I've got to relieve the side pain which is coming back now. ARGH. So yeah, I have a whole new plan for this coming weekend: Private Time.
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