There's a song playing on my headphones that's been playing in my head all this week.

The chorus of it is untrue - I just slept pretty much the entirety of the last two days. Out cold. Slumber, half-death, restful and... overwhelming, somewhat.

It worries me that still, all I want are drugs, caffeinated sugar-water, and a bed.

- I'm Not Sleeping - by Counting Crows -

She comes to me at night when I’m sleeping
She comes to me when I’m alone
She comes to me, she holds my head when I’m crying
She comes to me, she shuts my eyes
She brings me home
But I’m not sleeping anymore, anymore
But I’m not sleeping anymore, anymore
She tells me when you look at me, she tells me when you’re lying
She tells me when you talk about me, she lays me on the floor
She tells me when you’re whispering, she lies beside me naked
She tells me when you laugh at me and she locks all the doors
But I’m not sleeping anymore, anymore
But I’m not sleeping anymore, anymore
1-2-3-4-5-6-7a.m.
All alone again
But I’ve been through all this shit before
Spend my nights in self defense
Cry about my innocence
But I ain’t all that innocent anymore, more, more
I see her on the tv, I see her in the movies
I see her in these animals that dance inside my head
I’ll follow you down baby, down into this valley
I’ll follow you down baby, but I won’t come up again
But I’m not sleeping anymore, anymore
But I’m not sleeping anymore, anymore
I’m not sleeping
I’m not sleeping anymore

I said rain rain go away
Come again some other day,
Cause I got all this shit to say
But I’ve gone back to find my way.
My sister’s mother’s favorite son
Lost among the chosen one,
But I’ve got news for everyone
Cause I’m
Gone
Out
That
Door

...yeah. Even though I've slept through most of it, I think it's gonna be a long day.

It's prob'ly a good thing there's next to nothing to eat in the house, as I tend to eat when I'm depressed.