Maybe I should go watch old Buffy episodes or something. Meh.
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so many years ago
but you can make it feel like it isn't so
and why you come to be with me
I think I finally know...
ashamed of what you feel
and you can't tell the ones you love
you know they couldn't deal
but whisper in a demon's ear
that doesn't make it real...
but I don't wanna play
'cause being with you touches me
more than I can say
so if it's just a game to you
I'm saying stay away
and let me rest in peace...
Let me rest in peace
Let me get some sleep
Let me take my need and bury it
in a hole that's six feet deep
I have taken all you'd give
and still can't find release
so let me rest in peace...
you are a willing slave
and you just like to feel that I won't let you misbehave
but 'till you're finally at my feet
I can't have what I crave
and still can't rest in peace...
...meh. Lyrics and wondering, waiting, quiet, too much talk or not enough talk and it's damned hard to decide which it is. Either way... this is an update. I'm here, I'm more or less alive - slightly less with any luck in a few hours, either out cold or dreamwalking as far from this particular point in time and space as I can manage. *shrug*
And no. I don't want you to leave. Don't want anyone to leave, dammit. What I WANT is to have those I care about HERE, safe, happy... where it's not just words, not just text on a screen or a scratchy, staticky phone call or nothing at all, for days and days...
I should go
But I want you still, I'm a girl posessed
There's a hunger deep within my breast
And it hurts me more than you'd ever guessed
If my heart could beat it would break my chest
But I can see you're unimpressed
So leave me be, or
Let me rest in peace
Just one quiet night
With the ones I love as much as life
Close within my sight
I can wish all that I want
But this one thing I'm denied...
...let me rest in peace.
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