I was going to write something.

Now I've forgotten what it was. Completely. *blinks a lot*

Err.

I think I'm a bit drunk.

Music... I should listen to music. Oh, and I updated Irene Radford's page, and got two clients for private tutoring (which will ALMOST pay the bills, sort-of, really...).

And I want to get laid.

However, more than wanting to get laid, more than wanting to pay bills, more than ANY of that...

...

...

...I want to break someone.

I want to tear their soul, their spirit, their pride and love and joy, into little tiny pieces. I want to destroy everything they think they are, take away everything they think they want. I want to utterly shred them...

...and then I want to rebuild them. "Perfect, mindless, begging broken slave"... thank you, Kadin.

But not mindless. Oh, no.

I want them fully aware of it. Every minute of it.

I want them to beg for it.

*sighs*

Did I mention I'm drunk?