It was just a reminder, boy.

Something you'd forgotten. Several somethings, more than likely, but only one that actually bothered me. *shrugs* I offered you something and you turned away from it, basically. Don't do that.

Stealing a few minutes online before I dive back out into the crowd of people. Dammit, I just drove to Salem and back, a good... well, we LEFT at 12:30 and didn't get BACK until 6:00 or so. Should tell you something right there, since all we did was stop for a quick lunch and pick someone up, then head back.

Funny.

Hungers... but all the wrong sorts.

Amuse me, pet. You're long overdue.

Amuse me, and you MIGHT not find yourself bleeding and sobbing and alone by the end of Monday night.

Might.

Strange world, this is. Strange and at the moment, unpleasant. Once again I am a bit too sober to deal with things effectively. Hurts.

And...

...GODS...

...the things I want right now...

*slight, soft smile*

Wormwood and catnip and so-sharp blades... alcohol to dull the pain, to make the blood flow quicker...

...and for the first time in a while, it's not my own skin I am envisioning bloodstained and scarred.

I wonder how much damage I can do in one night?