Do I want to? No. Not at all, not in the slightest, I've been smiling a lot this week and a large chunk of it is due to him, to the fact that at least right now, I feel safe. Will I? Without a moment's hesitation. I won't stake any more of a claim to him than I already have, not without his knowledge and approval. Frighteningly enough, I'm still trying to go slow with this one.

*shrugs*

An' I still don't know why.

On the other paw, Nreshan is finally updating somewhat regularly... you would not believe how much of a relief that is. *wry grin* Another reason to smile, and hopefully one that will last more than a couple days or a week.

*chuckles softly* 'Sides, he always did know what buttons to push, even when he was being stubborn. Brat.

Photoshop class today, and today I am supposed to be really HELPING in class, not much time for me to sit around and email or booksign or goof off... rather frustrating, since the kidney stone is shifting and I do NOT want to be moving around. But gotta do, gotta do, and so forth, so I'll be reasonably brave and actually helpful. Might even find a way to stay late tonight - I need to do uploads.

In other news, the layout WILL be redone - something more page-fitting and NOT involving CSS to quite this extent, 'cos Kenji's computer won't look at CSS properly *mutters something about Opera users*. And I'll say this once again, check out the artist and have a look around Elfwood while you're there - some amazing work, sketches and paintings and digital art, really wonderful stuff, from hundreds of different fantasy and sci-fi artists.

Where was I?

Oh, yeah... bitching about class. Got to upload stuff, got to do actual Productive Work this week. Deborah's legs aren't doing too well and she's just gotten back yesterday from the dentist doing the first half of a root canal on her (thus the vicodin)... silly dentist-people, leaving something like THAT half-done... evil. Evil evil evil.

So she won't really be Miss Productive, and that's ok, I should be the one doing most of the work since I'm (in theory) getting most of the money from it... although I have YET to see a paycheck from this term and we're already at what, the seventh week? Something like that. *sighs*

Not really happy with the college just now.

Tired. Hungry. Sleepy. Tired. Did I mention tired? Wanna curl up in bed again, and get some rest. I went to actual bed around what, 5-6 this morning? Woke up again at 9:00, back to bed at 10:00, and up again by 12:00. Not much sleep, and not good sleep, not what I'd expected... *shruggles* ...most of that due to irritating phone calls and a sharp-clawed cat, though. My body seems to be doing fairly well right now. It likes vicodin.

Gods, I'll miss him.