I think it might be better for all concerned - namely him and me - if I just stay invisible for a while.

I don't want to. I'll miss him horribly.

I'm tired of crying myself to sleep, I don't want more reasons to do so.

But I guess maybe I'll cry less if I at least know that I'm not bothering him or hurting him.

I'm letting him rest.

I'm trying not to pressure him.

And the only way I can manage those two things, apparently, is not to talk to him at all. *shivers*

So...

...goodbye...

..for a little while, anyway.

I hope I'm strong enough to stick to this decision. I think it's the right one, for his sake.