Once again, a perfectly good movie completely ruined at the end. How? Because dammit, I am, apparently, not free to enjoy anything. Not movies. Not bloody ANYTHING.

"Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon". You know when I ranted about it. Guess what? We watched another movie today... and not only were they criticizing it, but they were STILL bitching about CT, HD. STILL. Constantly. Always. And every time I say I like the god-damned movie they insist that it was horrible, aweful, terrible.

Let me tell you, I am in LUST with that bandit king. I adored a couple of the sword scenes. The treetops? Killer. And that last dive.... gods... I see it in my dreams. I LIKED this movie. I am not saying it was great. Not that it was wonderful acting or the best action scenes ever. Not that it was even good. But dammit, ~I~ liked it. And they won't even let me have that much self-respect.

Now you'd think that either a) as a Domme, I wouldn't stay where I had no respect, no choice, where my opinions apparently count for about as much as dead goldfish... or b) as a sub, it wouldn't matter if I had respect, or self-respect, or anything of the sort. You'd guess wrong. I am, before being sub, before being Domme, before being anything, a PERSON. Got that? P-E-R-S-O-N. And it pisses me off when I hear them constantly complaining about this movie, when every time I try to say, not that it was good, but just that I enjoyed it, I get shouted down.

I hate feeling like an outcast.

Yes, Jax the attention slut, gets to feel like an outcast. Sure, I'm getting my due. It's about damned time, right? About time I found out how the rest of the world feels. Nice. Great. Perfect. If I wanted to learn this lesson, I'd try to talk at a popularity contest. I'd go back to fucking high school. That's exactly what this feels like, folks... god-damned fucking HIGH SCHOOL.

Yes, I'm swearing.

A lot.

I'm pissed as hell right now and if I don't swear, I'll be throwing things. Breaking things.

HURTING things.

*grin* Then again... maybe that would be fun.