(yes, that did need to be screamed, I'm female, sue me - actually, don't, I'm broke and not worth it, believe me.)

He's on ICQ right now, berating me for accepting Cruise as my slaveboy on Furcadia again, hugging me verbally, and generally reminding me why I fell for the boy.

*quotes* ~nips playfully and snuggles, and has missed you so much he would willingly sub for several days to be close to ya.~

And coming from him, that says something. *soft smile* Oh, I do intend to take him up on that in a day or two, I've missed having him at my feet too... but dammit, it's so good just to be able to TALK to him again that I could care less right now.

Gods... I feel ten pounds lighter, about 10 years healthier, and generally all warm and fuzzy. *grinpurrrrrr*

Yeah... I know, I'm acting like an idiot, and that a lot of you either don't care or don't want to hear me melting over him... but dammit again, I haven't even spoken to him in a week. It's hard enough with Kadin gone... having Nick gone too... ick. *shudders* I'd been trying not to think about it... and that helped... but now I can think about it, and I am VERY glad he's back online.

*huge grin* Now if I can just get him back to Oregon...