Sweet Jane
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I look bruised. My eyes are heavy, filled with the sleep I haven't gotten. My mind is still half-dreaming. Memories. Words. Seeing Angel, seeing her, talking... her mother, mine, our dreams, the power, the magic, that we hoped was the answer to questions we were too young and innocent, even then, to ask. I remember the ocean.It was all, really. Even back then, it stretched endlessly into the nothingness. The ocean, the sand... I can understand why old religions see the Goddess in the waves and the sweetgrass, the feel of stone, the taste of salt. Everything was there. Fire on the beach, driftwood burning. Earth, air, fire, water, and the feel of movement, dancing outside myself, watching her face, somehow able to see my own. Disconnected from the physical reality of the moment and lost in the true reality of it, everything. Everything. Everything. Anyone who's ever had a heart Wouldn't turn around and break it And anyone who's ever played a part Wouldn't turn around and hate it
Sweet Jane, sweet Jane Sweet, sweet Jane You're waiting For Jimmy down in the alley Waiting there For him to come back home Waiting down on the corner And thinking of ways To get back home
Sweet Jane, sweet Jane Sweet, sweet Jane Anyone who's ever had a dream Anyone who's ever played a part Anyone who's ever been lonely And anyone who's ever split apart Music is so closely interwoven with my soul that most days I can't believe the constant soundtrack in my head isn't real, that other people can't hear it, feel it, even see it. *shrugs slightly* Last night... last night I spent a good hour cursing at the computer, drinking wine coolers once the anti-nausia medication had kicked in. Last night I fell asleep thinking of leather, steel, velvet, skin soft as anything and eyes so deep you could tumble into them and never find your way back. Last night I had a hard time believing that when I woke up this morning, I would still remember. Parts of last night were hell. It was beautiful. That right there tells you a lot about my life.
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