*goes back to poking at Trillian and hoping Grr actually wakes up before 4:00*

I've gotten at least some of the settings fixed and right now I'm listening to "When The World Ends" and actually feeling alive for a change. Something about having the room to myself at the moment, silent save for the music I choose, the wind, the computer, my heartbeat... it's actually kinda comforting. I needed this as much as I needed contact and needed to feel 'safe' again. I suppose you could call it 'space'. *shruggles*

If Grr is willing to do the driving I guess the final plan would be Stream, Bank, somewhere Food for Ryan, Stream again, Art Supply and Winco, then home. I could happily fork over $5 or so for gas and time but I really can't do much else - this money is already pretty thoroughly pre-spent.

...must be a bad trip...

Yeah, Pink is fun. I'm looking forward to having Becca back this evening, a couple hours' of Just Girls. Amazing how thoroughly I've transitioned from suspicion and bits of jealousy and protectiveness to affection, trust, and a fair bit of lust some days. *wry grin* Something about this household, I guess. It's easy to Drama and equally easy to put the drama behind.

Also, in an unrelated bit of news, apparently my body heard my decision to cut back on sugar and took it rather seriously. I tried to nab a couple of the cookies I brought over and a chocolate rasberry stick...

...yeah. Unpleasant results. So I'll be NOT doing sugar for a while. *wry grin* At least this time the insanity and unreasonable behavior my body chose is actually working FOR me. It'll be hella nice to drop some of these pounds.