I've called my doctor and scheduled TWO appointments, one for the 12th of this month, one for the 28th. The one on the 12th I'm going to have to double-check since the scheduling lady said Monday twice but the 12th is Wednesday. I've tried calling back twice but gotten no answer yet (yes, they're still bad about that, took me four tries to get through the first time) and although I know the appointment is at 1:30 pm the confusion regarding the actual DAY is a problem. No, I don't know the time for the one on the 28th, since I'm supposed to discuss it with Liz when I see her on the 12th...

...of course my plan is to simply insist on it. Even if I don't think there's any good reason when it's still the 12th it's a safe bed that I'll have something by the 28th. *sigh* Actually, if there was some way I could bring Becca or Ryan or even Grr with me, it'd help out a lot. I'd really like Liz to get to talk to someone with a better memory than mine who has actually seen me during the bad stages. Justification, vindication, confirmation, reformation, I can keep thinking up -tion words until the end of time but what it boils down to is that I KNOW my life sounds only half-believable if you aren't there to see it and dammit, I've got witnesses.

At the moment I'm listening to whiny depressive songs alternated with techno, waiting for Trillian to finish downloading, and just sort of floating. I've been careful moving and at the moment thanks to that my toes and ankle are actually not really hurting, just sort of a dull ache that I can easily ignore. I'm trying to figure out the best/quickest way of getting my check cashed and it looks like I'll have to ask Grr since Ryan won't be off work until after the banks are closed.

If Becca were actually HERE I'd suggest that we arrange to pick him up on his lunch break and get it cashed then but she's got classes today... might be able to get Grr to drive me there or to cash it herself. We'll see. I really need the cash, as does Ryan - I've got a couple bills to pay, need $5 for the doctor's visit, and I need a couple meds. Plus I'd like to get some more hairdye or at least a couple new pens, something fun.

...Trillian is now downloaded and running but I'm actually having to go figure out some of my contact info - it's been WAY too long since I was on a New Computer (effectively) and so I honestly don't remember a couple of the addresses. *blinks somewhat sheepishly* So. Updating this, going to see if Grr can cash/drive, then coming back.