Well.

Apparently, Ryan and I are... renegotiating. Relationship-wise. As in, whether or not there'll BE a relationship beyond friendship in the future. *blinks*

I know this is a ridiculously short post for what is a ridiculously long and complicated issue, and I promise a better update soon now that we've got 'net connections that function again. Until then, let me just say that this was not the sort of night I'd expected, I'm still getting through a really nasty caffeine, sugar, and medication withdrawal/crash, I've decided to go off amatryptaline, there's a tiny bottle of Pineapple Cocoanut Rum on the desk that smells apalling and I won't be drinking it, my lockpicks need cleaning, I still have no earplugs, it's too damned warm in the bedroom, I've got horrible cramps and a horrible headache, and oh yeah, did I mention that I STILL don't have this month's medical card?

Geh.

I'm going to go snowboard until I can fall asleep.