Grr possibly knew him / knows him. This worries me.

This worries me a LOT.

If he knows grr... then he might be coming back... and grr says he slept with women occasionally.

I did SO not need to know this.

Alex.

Pretty.

I want.

GODS, I want.

And I cannot have and that is sad.

I want my kitten here, I want Nick here, I want Caleb to stay here... I need my boys. Why do I need my boys? To distract me.

Currently I'm obsessing... over whom? Alex, Nreshan, and still, just a bit, Snow. Yeah, I should know better.

Nre, at least... at least it's almost reasonable, being obsessed with him.

Grr just flashed people. This is a good thing.

And she loves me! *bounces*

Obsession. I am obsessed. Grr is obsessed, but with Fishy.

And now I want to go back to daydreaming about people I can't have. At least Grr has her Fishy in a jar. I can't have my people in jars, they Just Won't Fit. And I DO know what you're thinking.

Gah.