Serious Depression For Good Reasons
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So there I was, all full of good intentions.

Went down to the OHP office.

Stood in line.

Came up to the head of the line... got told "Sorry, if you missed your appointment, you've lost all rights to expediated service... but really, we don't schedule appointments at ALL... and if we did, it certanly wouldn't have been for 7:15 since our doors don't open until 7:30... come back tomorrow at 7:30, we only do walk-ins."

What the FUCK?

When I went in before, I got told "Sorry, we're all booked up today, I'll schedule you an appointment first thing Tuesday." I was given to understand that this was How Things Are Done. And I figured hey, if they scheduled me then, they can schedule me again, right?

Apparently not.

Apparently, no two people in the entire damned office ever so much as talk to each other, their policies change daily... what the FUCK...

...so my teeth are aching, the chipped one and a couple cavities that are still at fixable stage but won't be if this keeps up. I can't get them taken care of until OHP pulls its head out of its ass.

I'm still having dizzy spells, blackouts, fadeouts, and general ickiness... which because my paperwork is backdated, YES, I could go to the emergency room... but this sort of thing they don't treat at the emergency room, if it's not going to kill me they don't want to know about it, and I can't go to see a regular doctor until OHP pulls its head out of its ass.

I need nystatin, I need something for my teeth, I need something to make the sudden coughs, nausia, and dizziness go away, I need medical advice and medical help... and none of it, NONE OF IT, can I get until OHP pulls its head out of its ass.

I am nearly in tears from the frustration of this.

It was going to be a good day, I was fighting damned hard to stay cheerful and perky, to stay optimistic... and now?

Fuck it.

Fuck it ALL.

Depression rules... does anyone have some alcohol they want to share? Maybe some tylenol too?

*sighs*

I'm tired of this.

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