Just An Old-Fashioned Mood Swing...
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It's been 24 hours since I last updated... woohoo.

I'm nervous about the ninth.

I'm worried about kitten.

I'm worried about Elru too... I finally have a mailing address for him. He's not happy.

*sighs*

Kadin, Caleb, Elru, Alex...

Daris, Hida...

...what next?

I am really not doing well tonight, rather suddenly, too. I had been doing fairly well, watched a movie, hung out, got some sleep...

...but I'm crashing right now, rather hard and rather violently, and it does NOT feel good.

I am wondering how much of this is due to my rather abrupt shift from Jax-The-Normal-Girl to jax-the-submissive-girl, which is hitting just now.

And NO, this is not an offer to anyone to take advantage of it... I do not, just now, WANT this mood. It's interfering with what was a very cheerful evening and it should bloody well fuck off.

Not that I really think it's going to.

If not for the cold, the cage would be damned tempting tonight. I might steal some of the extra blankets and curl up in there, cold or not.

Might.

But I find myself a bit uncomfortable about the idea - I know that NONE of the people who are at all likely to see me in the cage under any circumstances today/tonight/tomorrow would be able to satisfy my mood and get it to go away without leaving me feeling worse.

I don't wanna feel worse. *sigh*

This sucks.

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