Arrasto's new handle is The Archer. I feel all warm and tingly.

I'd thought about not updating, making Kadin read the two entries just before this one and leaving it alone otherwise, but y'know, I'm too full of words.

"Hunger, it's just you and I alone..."

Sorry. *wry grin*

Anyway... just finished writing up a cover letter for Cal's email. If any of you know of any computer-related jobs available in Portland (OTHER than Stream) or any REEEEEAAAAALLLLY good-paying computer jobs available elsewhere, let me know and I'll send off copies to those places.

Caleb needs a job.

Of course, so do I, but the odds of me keeping one right now? Yep, nil. *sigh*

I am the original high-upkeep girl.

And I'm not even THAT cute.

Ok, before y'all get in on the 'yes you are' craze (as if) let me explain that one a bit.

First off, I KNOW what my weight is today, and I'm not happy with it. I need to loose exactly 62 pounds, most of it around the tummy, ass, and thighs, but a bit on my upper arms and cheeks.

Second, I have a cavity in one of my front-ish teeth that is getting worse and I can't get it filled yet - until I do, ICK.

Third, my hair's a tangled mess today... yes, that part I can change, but I haven't yet, nor will I until after my shower, more than likely.

Fourth, because of this damned stone, I have lost a lot of hip-swayin' capabilities, which upsets me.

Fifth, I can't dance. Seriously, I REALLY cannot dance. I've tried. It's terrible and embarassing.

So yeah. Thus the not THAT cute.

I can be attractive, I can be VERY attractive, but pretty and cute are a bit beyond me today. It's a female thing, don't question it, don't try to comfort me, just don't talk about it at ALL other than to occasionally mention you want to have sex with me, a statement that never fails to cheer me up even if it's ridiculous, even if I hate you, whatever. It's one of those odd ego-things.

Kadin arrives in... hm. *eyes the clock* ...17 hours, I think. Something like that.

Not nearly soon enough.

I feel like a kid on Christmas eve in a lot of ways, the same impatience, the same irritation that it's not ALREADY Christmas, all of that, it's here. *sigh*

Although yes, the severe and nerve-wracking pain is helping somewhat.