Ask a reasonably serious question... and the person you ask it of disappears offline.

I am hoping it's just coincidence. Hoping he'll be back.

He still confuses me, confuses me quite badly, and I know perfectly well WHY he confuses me now.

Not that I'm going to do anything about it.

So. Confused. And I ask him a reasonably serious question... *shrugs*

I don't even care what the answer IS, I just want to know. If it's on purpose, cool, I'll play along. If it's accidental, I want him aware of what buttons he's pushing, so he can either push them on purpose or stop pushing them, one or the other.

I don't want him to disappear.

I never want him to disappear.

*sighs again* Yep. Another obsession.

I miss Kadin. I miss Nick. I miss Alex. I miss Rhett. I miss Daris. And now, I miss Arrasto.

One more month... and Caleb will be added to that list.

I don't know where I'll be. I don't know what I'll do. For the first time in a LONG time, I have no idea where I'll jump. I gave up my safety net, thinking I was finally safe. Thinking it was all ok.

I was so wrong.

It's never ok.

Panic time.