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What Once Was
Sometimes looking backward can be just as useful as looking up...


May 31, 2003
...and she said: posting this before I fall over

May 30, 2003
...and she said: Perfection Isn't Something I Can Reach

May 30, 2003
...and she said: Hey, It Suits Me Today

May 30, 2003
...and she said: This Is All A Dream

May 30, 2003
...and she said: I Slept, And Dreamed That Life Was Beauty

May 30, 2003
...and she said: ...um...

May 30, 2003
...and she said: I Am Still Not Awake

May 29, 2003
...and she said: You Felt WHAT?

May 27, 2003
...and she said: I Have Yet To Truly LIKE Mornings

May 26, 2003
...and she said: Girl, Interrupated. Heh.

May 26, 2003
...and she said: Fey

May 25, 2003
...and she said: I Have A Description For... What Was I Saying?

May 25, 2003
...and she said: Political Much?

May 25, 2003
...and she said: ...in other news:

May 25, 2003
...and she said: The Pope's 8-Ball

May 25, 2003
...and she said: Beware Of Our Appetite

May 25, 2003
...and she said: Until The World Ends

May 24, 2003
...and she said: And you thought it was confusing BEFORE...

May 24, 2003
...and she said: ...Come Take My Hand...

May 24, 2003
...and she said: Dammit, What Now?

May 23, 2003
...and she said: And A Small Orange Cat

May 22, 2003
...and she said: Not-So-Random, really

May 22, 2003
...and she said: I Wasn't Expecting This Much Hunger

May 22, 2003
...and she said: This One Is Not All There

May 22, 2003
...and she said: SNARK 1

May 22, 2003
...and she said: Maybe 1000... Maybe 2000...

May 22, 2003
...and she said: ...are you bored yet?...

May 22, 2003
...and she said: Bad Jax, Don't Bite That Postwoman!

May 22, 2003
...and she said: Hehehe pictures! (not of me)

May 21, 2003
...and she said: No Steak Here

May 21, 2003
...and she said: She Is Shaking Her Umbrella

May 21, 2003
...and she said: Time Not Only Flies, It Butterflies.

May 21, 2003
...and she said: Shortcut

May 21, 2003
...and she said: Oddness And Beginnings

May 21, 2003
...and she said: Done waiting?

May 21, 2003
...and she said: ...Wait For It...

May 21, 2003
...and she said: I Need To Stop Updating

May 21, 2003
...and she said: Gah. I Should Delete This, But I Won't... Yet...

May 21, 2003
...and she said: This Is Turning Into A High-Post-Volume Day Already

May 21, 2003
...and she said: Five Things I Know Today

May 20, 2003
...and she said: House Of Cards? Nope, House Of Toilet Paper.

May 20, 2003
...and she said: One Long Night

May 19, 2003
...and she said: Truncated (Don't Ask)... there will be more later.

May 19, 2003
...and she said: Further Erosion

May 19, 2003
...and she said: I Keep Falling

May 18, 2003
...and she said: Never The King's Daughter

May 18, 2003
...and she said: ...........?

May 18, 2003
...and she said: Bugger off, go find your own corner of misery

May 18, 2003
...and she said: Sunlight Makes Me Queasy

May 18, 2003
...and she said: It's All About The Williams

May 17, 2003
...and she said: Reloaded? But She's Just Shooting Blanks...

May 16, 2003
...and she said: I Am The Updating Fiend

May 16, 2003
...and she said: Famine And Flood

May 16, 2003
...and she said: This is just a bit of irrationality. Ignore it and it might go away.

May 16, 2003
...and she said: I Told You I Wasn't Sick That Way

May 15, 2003
...and she said: Almost An Answer

May 15, 2003
...and she said: Never Enough Scars, Still

May 14, 2003
...and she said: Kadin... *sighpacepoutscream*

May 14, 2003
...and she said: Everything I Ever Do

May 14, 2003
...and she said: Smalls Are Frighteningly Cute, Sometimes

May 14, 2003
...and she said: Drink Your Last Bottle

May 13, 2003
...and she said: In Which Our Hero Remembers Her Pills

May 13, 2003
...and she said: Feeling Almost Better

May 12, 2003
...and she said: No Imagination Today, Sorry

May 12, 2003
...and she said: HATE is really the only description.

May 11, 2003
...and she said: ...there is no Short Description...

May 11, 2003
...and she said: Hah, I Have Actual Content This Time

May 10, 2003
...and she said: Not Even A Reach-Around

May 10, 2003
...and she said: Incidnetal... or something...

May 10, 2003
...and she said: Dark Sarcasm, Classroom Or Not

May 09, 2003
...and she said: What If I Did?

May 08, 2003
...and she said: *growls at her mother*

May 07, 2003
...and she said: Slightly More Practical

May 07, 2003
...and she said: Always Forever

May 06, 2003
...and she said: Never Enough Music

May 06, 2003
...and she said: Always And Everywhere

May 06, 2003
...and she said: ...Her Confidence Is Tragic...

May 06, 2003
...and she said: Oh Hazel-rah

May 06, 2003
...and she said: In Which Our Hero Is Glued To The Phone

May 05, 2003
...and she said: G'day?

May 05, 2003
...and she said: Worse... Or Better?

May 04, 2003
...and she said: No Title, Just Jax

May 04, 2003
...and she said: Wishing Life Were Different

May 03, 2003
...and she said: I Found Myself... Inside An Ice Cream Truck

May 02, 2003
...and she said: Conked-Out Jax

May 01, 2003
...and she said: My Body's Nifty New Trick



------ 2001 -

March, and All Things Therein
April, Illness and Hopes
May, Sick to My Soul
June, Preparation and Reparation
July, Freedom and Lack Thereof
August, and The Loss Of Me
September, Low Blood Sugar and High Self Esteem
October, Struggling With Submission
November, Holidays and Kidney Stones
December, A Transition of Sorts


------ 2002 -

January, California Dreaming
February, Boys and Girls and Me
March, Jax On The Titanic
April, Things CAN Get Worse
May, Dyverwho?
June, In Which OHP Seems To Win
July, The Month Of The Tygrrr
August, Fragmentation And Fear
September, A Recovering Girl
October, Flaws Become Obvious
November, When Things Fall Apart
December, Discovering A Norse Tiger
(or When Holidays Attack)



------ 2003 -

January, Moving And Madness
February, Beaverton Blues
March, (Y'know, this one just doesn't stand out in any useful title-ish way, so I'm just going to blather here for a ridiculous amount of space because I can. Hey, that would make a great title!) Because I Can
April, Someone Is Playing Whack-A-Mole With My Brain
May, Already Too Much Heat
June, Rediscovering An Old Friend
July, Summer Storms
August, In Which I Am Pathetic
September, Preparing For Holiday Season
October, No Pie For Jax
November, And All Things Offline
December, The Big Snow


------ 2004 -

January, As We Turn Over A New Leaf
February, The Dance Of... What, Again?
March, Oppression In The Oddest Places
April, In Which We Are Very Forgetful
May, Last Straws And Long Meaningful Glances
June, California Ho!


------ Here There Be Dragons -

From here, I got lazy; the time in California blurred into one long, strange dream and I only awoke recently. I'm going to condense it into years, or segments, or something; months are no longer clearly defined.

California And The Heat



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