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What Once Was
Sometimes looking backward can be just as useful as looking up...


March 31, 2002
...and she said: Playing Over And Over In My Head

March 31, 2002
...and she said: Countdown

March 31, 2002
...and she said: Preparing To Abandon Ship

March 31, 2002
...and she said: Got The Supplies, Got The Time... Party On!

March 29, 2002
...and she said: In Which our Hero Wakes With Bliss

March 29, 2002
...and she said: I Hate The Moon, Its Watchful Gaze...

March 29, 2002
...and she said: The Cake Is Done

March 28, 2002
...and she said: Decision Time - Hero In Doubt, Hero Revitalized

March 28, 2002
...and she said: Wandering Through A 1492-Song Playlist

March 28, 2002
...and she said: In Which our Hero Decides To Sharpen Her CLaws

March 27, 2002
...and she said: About To Find Religion

March 27, 2002
...and she said: One Of THOSE Days... Where Is A Grr?

March 26, 2002
...and she said: It All Balances At This End, Fred

March 23, 2002
...and she said: Goo Goo Dolls - Iris

March 23, 2002
...and she said: I Think I'm Not Mysefl Today

March 23, 2002
...and she said: A Sent Letter To Arrasto

March 23, 2002
...and she said: Needing Sleep, Still And Always

March 22, 2002
...and she said: Ask Me Again...

March 22, 2002
...and she said: Dealing With Morning-After Confusion

March 22, 2002
...and she said: In Which our Hero Craves Chocobears

March 22, 2002
...and she said: Not Entirely For Public Consumption

March 22, 2002
...and she said: Blurbing My Memories

March 22, 2002
...and she said: Counting Nonexistant Sheeplike Things

March 21, 2002
...and she said: I Need To Be Rewired

March 20, 2002
...and she said: Wednesday Morning

March 19, 2002
...and she said: Military Intelligence

March 19, 2002
...and she said: Photoshop Notes Here, Please Ignore

March 19, 2002
...and she said: Rose Petals In My Pocket

March 19, 2002
...and she said: ...In The End

March 19, 2002
...and she said: Screw The Thorns, Today I Want ROSES!

March 18, 2002
...and she said: Deliciousness, Sleep, Illness, And Cocoa Puffs

March 17, 2002
...and she said: Balancing Acts And Naked Women

March 17, 2002
...and she said: Dragon'sBlood Scents And Wolf-Claw Knifeblades...

March 16, 2002
...and she said: Can You Sing "Rest In Peace" Too?

March 16, 2002
...and she said: Excerpts

March 15, 2002
...and she said: Anti-Happy-Things

March 15, 2002
...and she said: Touch Me 'Cause I'm Empty...

March 23, 2002
...and she said: Not Good Things For Programmers

March 14, 2002
...and she said: Innocence Becomes Me... Innocence Cums... err... *sheepish*

March 14, 2002
...and she said: Believe Me, I Don't Know Either

March 13, 2002
...and she said: Sleep Deprived And Thus Aching

March 13, 2002
...and she said: Reasons Be Damned

March 13, 2002
...and she said: Introducing... Us?

March 13, 2002
...and she said: You Always Were The One To Show Me How

March 11, 2002
...and she said: Preparation, This Will Be FUN?

March 11, 2002
...and she said: Drown My Sorrows In Blood And Faith

March 10, 2002
...and she said: Quick And Dirty, Yes, Dirty

March 10, 2002
...and she said: Migranes Make For Poor Entries

March 10, 2002
...and she said: A Poly Explanation

March 09, 2002
...and she said: It's MY party now...

March 09, 2002
...and she said: We Now Pause For Gender Identification

March 08, 2002
...and she said: Who were YOU?

March 08, 2002
...and she said: Snow, Snow, Sex, Err... Sorry?

March 08, 2002
...and she said: Pssst, Hey, Want An Ovary? Only Slightly Used...

March 07, 2002
...and she said: Out With The Old, But Nothing New This Way Comes

March 07, 2002
...and she said: Religion And Sexuality

March 06, 2002
...and she said: ...nothing to say...

March 06, 2002
...and she said: I Feel Code-Red And Vicodin

March 06, 2002
...and she said: Frustration, Outrage, Insanity At Work

March 06, 2002
...and she said: Confused And Feeling Like Kleenex

March 06, 2002
...and she said: The Original Disposable Girl

March 06, 2002
...and she said: Tired, Tired, Argh But I'm Tired

March 06, 2002
...and she said: Wow. I Will Say Nothing. Legally.

March 06, 2002
...and she said: In Which our Hero Writes Very Little But Means Much

March 06, 2002
...and she said: Hold me down, cause...

March 05, 2002
...and she said: Part Two Of My Night

March 05, 2002
...and she said: Part One Of My Night

March 05, 2002
...and she said: No News Is... Frustrating?

March 05, 2002
...and she said: Another Somewhat Serious Entry

March 04, 2002
...and she said: Unconnected Moments

March 04, 2002
...and she said: Because Calebs Make This Kind Of Mess All Better

March 08, 2002
...and she said: Failure, Mistakes, Etc.

March 04, 2002
...and she said: In Which our Hero Waxes Vaguely Poetic About Her Property

March 04, 2002
...and she said: Plum Wine As A Consolation Prize

March 03, 2002
...and she said: What's In A Name?

March 03, 2002
...and she said: I Didn't Ask The Airshow To Perform THERE!?

March 03, 2002
...and she said: Morning Nerds Are Good

March 03, 2002
...and she said: Take It At Face Value

March 03, 2002
...and she said: Then, There Were Flowers...

March 03, 2002
...and she said: Sometimes It Just Builds Up...

March 02, 2002
...and she said: Showers Make Me Wanna Nap

March 02, 2002
...and she said: Sleeping - A Brief Update

March 02, 2002
...and she said: Proud And Proud And Thinking...

March 02, 2002
...and she said: In Which our Hero Is Frightened Of CAT Scans

March 01, 2002
...and she said: NOT A Nun!

March 01, 2002
...and she said: Finally, Finally, The World Is Roses

March 01, 2002
...and she said: Coding And Back To Bed

March 01, 2002
...and she said: Early Morning Dreaming And Sticky Fingers

March 01, 2002
...and she said: Vietnamese Bars And Much Alcohol Had By All

March 26, 2002
...and she said: Unwilling Participant In This Life

March 24, 2002
...and she said: Blade 2 - foreward

March 24, 2002
...and she said: Will He?

March 30, 2002
...and she said: Getting Party Supplies

March 10, 2002
...and she said: It's A Rocky Night, In A Good Way

March 05, 2002
...and she said: Strip Club Plants

March 07, 2002
...and she said: In Which our Hero Experiences Picture Envy



------ 2001 -

March, and All Things Therein
April, Illness and Hopes
May, Sick to My Soul
June, Preparation and Reparation
July, Freedom and Lack Thereof
August, and The Loss Of Me
September, Low Blood Sugar and High Self Esteem
October, Struggling With Submission
November, Holidays and Kidney Stones
December, A Transition of Sorts


------ 2002 -

January, California Dreaming
February, Boys and Girls and Me
March, Jax On The Titanic
April, Things CAN Get Worse
May, Dyverwho?
June, In Which OHP Seems To Win
July, The Month Of The Tygrrr
August, Fragmentation And Fear
September, A Recovering Girl
October, Flaws Become Obvious
November, When Things Fall Apart
December, Discovering A Norse Tiger
(or When Holidays Attack)



------ 2003 -

January, Moving And Madness
February, Beaverton Blues
March, (Y'know, this one just doesn't stand out in any useful title-ish way, so I'm just going to blather here for a ridiculous amount of space because I can. Hey, that would make a great title!) Because I Can
April, Someone Is Playing Whack-A-Mole With My Brain
May, Already Too Much Heat
June, Rediscovering An Old Friend
July, Summer Storms
August, In Which I Am Pathetic
September, Preparing For Holiday Season
October, No Pie For Jax
November, And All Things Offline
December, The Big Snow


------ 2004 -

January, As We Turn Over A New Leaf
February, The Dance Of... What, Again?
March, Oppression In The Oddest Places
April, In Which We Are Very Forgetful
May, Last Straws And Long Meaningful Glances
June, California Ho!


------ Here There Be Dragons -

From here, I got lazy; the time in California blurred into one long, strange dream and I only awoke recently. I'm going to condense it into years, or segments, or something; months are no longer clearly defined.

California And The Heat



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