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What Once Was
Sometimes looking backward can be just as useful as looking up...


January 28, 2003
...and she said: "She has a hard time talking to the people she used to slut around with..."

January 31, 2003
...and she said: Here's The Rest Of The Reasons For... What Was I Saying?

January 30, 2003
...and she said: ...Will You Ever...

January 29, 2003
...and she said: Jax In Possible Trouble

January 28, 2003
...and she said: On Nightmares

January 28, 2003
...and she said: Not Enough

January 27, 2003
...and she said: Mondays. ALWAYS, It's Mondays That Suck Like This

January 24, 2003
...and she said: Ohmigod, I WANT THIS DOLL!

January 24, 2003
...and she said: Confusion, Complication, Correction, and Curiousity Satisfied

January 23, 2003
...and she said: This Is NOT A Good Day To Try Petting Me

January 23, 2003
...and she said: Die, Die, DIE, Evil Cover Song

January 22, 2003
...and she said: In Which Our Hero Plots Against Her Stomach

January 20, 2003
...and she said: complications

January 20, 2003
...and she said: garbled sneezing mess

January 18, 2003
...and she said: You And Me, What Does That Mean?

January 17, 2003
...and she said: Wow, Mood Change For The Better

January 17, 2003
...and she said: Stretching Out My Time

January 16, 2003
...and she said: The Amazing Bleeding And Cramping Jax

January 15, 2003
...and she said: In Which Our Hero Has Art

January 14, 2003
...and she said: It's Morning, And I Am Awake. Pity Me.

January 13, 2003
...and she said: This Is Amazing

January 13, 2003
...and she said: I Am NOT A Fan Of Mondays

January 12, 2003
...and she said: Rock, Rock, Goose!

January 11, 2003
...and she said: Music And Murmurings And Me, Content

January 11, 2003
...and she said: Crawling Slowly Up The Stairs

January 10, 2003
...and she said: Radio Zerg?

January 10, 2003
...and she said: Keeping Time

January 09, 2003
...and she said: Not Exactly Confident

January 09, 2003
...and she said: Luck? I HAVE NO LUCK!

January 09, 2003
...and she said: It Sure Isn't GOOD Luck...

January 08, 2003
...and she said: Silencing My Pain

January 08, 2003
...and she said: Fragments Of Burning Metal

January 07, 2003
...and she said: Preparation For Something I Thought Was A Dream

January 06, 2003
...and she said: Mother-Induced Misery

January 06, 2003
...and she said: Heh... I've Got Pie!

January 05, 2003
...and she said: Pleasepleasepleeeezzzzze?

January 05, 2003
...and she said: From Serious To Psychopathic

January 05, 2003
...and she said: R-A-N-T

January 05, 2003
...and she said: M.O.D. Are You Out There

January 04, 2003
...and she said: If I Listed My Cravings, You All Would Be Throwing Up With Me

January 04, 2003
...and she said: This Is Only Getting Worse

January 04, 2003
...and she said: Just Stuff

January 04, 2003
...and she said: Whining About Lack-Of-Sleep

January 03, 2003
...and she said: Pure Morning And 99.44% Pure Afternoon

January 03, 2003
...and she said: Disjointed, But An Update Nonetheless!

January 02, 2003
...and she said: Lots Of Monkeys

January 02, 2003
...and she said: And Still, "Kitty Cat Porn... ...And I Don't Care" Plays In My Head

January 01, 2003
...and she said: Wandering Cross-Town Yet Again

January 01, 2003
...and she said: ZzzzZzzzZzzzZzzz

January 01, 2003
...and she said: Ow Fuck Ow Gag Twitch Ow Makeitstop!

January 01, 2003
...and she said: Welcome Back, First Slave

January 01, 2003
...and she said: This Is Why I Thought Of Fehan



------ 2001 -

March, and All Things Therein
April, Illness and Hopes
May, Sick to My Soul
June, Preparation and Reparation
July, Freedom and Lack Thereof
August, and The Loss Of Me
September, Low Blood Sugar and High Self Esteem
October, Struggling With Submission
November, Holidays and Kidney Stones
December, A Transition of Sorts


------ 2002 -

January, California Dreaming
February, Boys and Girls and Me
March, Jax On The Titanic
April, Things CAN Get Worse
May, Dyverwho?
June, In Which OHP Seems To Win
July, The Month Of The Tygrrr
August, Fragmentation And Fear
September, A Recovering Girl
October, Flaws Become Obvious
November, When Things Fall Apart
December, Discovering A Norse Tiger
(or When Holidays Attack)



------ 2003 -

January, Moving And Madness
February, Beaverton Blues
March, (Y'know, this one just doesn't stand out in any useful title-ish way, so I'm just going to blather here for a ridiculous amount of space because I can. Hey, that would make a great title!) Because I Can
April, Someone Is Playing Whack-A-Mole With My Brain
May, Already Too Much Heat
June, Rediscovering An Old Friend
July, Summer Storms
August, In Which I Am Pathetic
September, Preparing For Holiday Season
October, No Pie For Jax
November, And All Things Offline
December, The Big Snow


------ 2004 -

January, As We Turn Over A New Leaf
February, The Dance Of... What, Again?
March, Oppression In The Oddest Places
April, In Which We Are Very Forgetful
May, Last Straws And Long Meaningful Glances
June, California Ho!


------ Here There Be Dragons -

From here, I got lazy; the time in California blurred into one long, strange dream and I only awoke recently. I'm going to condense it into years, or segments, or something; months are no longer clearly defined.

California And The Heat



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